So I haven't been able to post in so long. I feel horrendous as writing this blog gets anything vent up inside of me out and calms me down, but it's been a waltz of ear infections, eye infections and vomiting in the middleton family. But thankful it's seems to be settling down.
Been back at work for 4 weeks now and I'm so happy to be back. Although it's shown how hard it is to be a working mum. Seriously, mum, thank you. I have a new found respect for all mum's.
It's also been a hard time with my husband. Twice we've had to decide whether it's best for us on split or not and it really does take its toll. Marriage is not easy and I've learnt recently how to be open about it.
Noah is crawling. So my moment of bliss and silence (quickly having a wee) has gone as now he'll follow me there. He was trying so hard last week but couldn't quite get his legs moving and then, on the one day I was at work all day, he does it, crawls a few centimetres across the living room. I'm kind of gutted that missed it. I spend most of my time with him. Now I'm scared of all the things I'll miss when I'm at work, or even just popped to the shops. How do mum's do it all. Act like it doesn't feel like, after months of just you and baby, that a part of you isn't there now. He's also trying to talk. He says dada mostly and sometimes muma but most of the time it all sounds like nonsense. But still.... I carried him for 9 months, was in labour for 31 hours just for him to say dada first. I won't lie, I'm jealous.
Might have some good news for our all soon, son keep an eye out.
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